So, as I proclaimed in my previous post, I am back. But, recently I am coming back in more ways than one. So, I had my heart broken (cumulative aaaawwwww here). I know some of you read about it. Although it came out subtly (or maybe that was my secret hope) it was there. Surprising part, I am just digging my self out again.
I guess it doesn't help that Mr.J (my ex) keeps calling me even though I have asked him to stop. I get it, he still likes me but isn't ready for the commitment, I have stopped feeling bad for his immature plights. He is 27 years old, grow up!
However, sadly, I am not ready to grow up yet. I recently met a very nice guy (cough) online. I was feeling a little desperate to move on from Mr.J and thought it was a good way to catch a date. I caught him, but now I don't want to keep him. With his investment banking, sports loving, beach going portfolio it seems weird for me to want to run away, but that is what I want to do. The hard fact, I am not ready to grow up yet. Honestly, I feel as though you have to meet MANY Mr.Wrongs before you can comfortably move on with Mr.Right. It is all about timing. Mr.J was not grown up enough to commit to us and I am not ready to be a stockbroker's girlfriend.
Awww...so it is back onto the organic dating scene. I can't say I am jumping for joy, but I am sure I will be soon...hopefully.
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Mr. J is 27 - I'd say you are around the same age? You are one smart cookie - you have plenty of time to grow up - no need to commit just for the sake of committing!! Wait for what YOU deserve and want.
I married my current husband when I was 30 (I was a widow when we met). He was 30 as well (first marriage for him). Best thing we ever did.
oh, and my husband? I met him online.
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