Sunday, May 18, 2008

Drama Rama

I hate drama in my life. Rarely does it solve the more complex insecurities that are going on in life. I have never understood why people yearn for drama in their life and relationships. Does it make life or your relationship more real? Like you are really fighting for something? It is not that I don't fight or yell or confronts someone when I think they are in the wrong, I just don't do it very often. My ex-boyfriend always told me I was too trusting.

But, I thought I would share with you my horoscope today:

"Things are looking up, yet there's a stress that won't magically disappear. But even with too much happening, you can make time to enjoy yourself without going into denial about something important. You have an innate skill: you can stay focused in the present moment when you are passionate. Use your concentration wisely by preparing for what's coming instead of scattering your attention all over the place."

I am learning the importance of balance. Sometimes there is cause for drama, sometimes you have to give people the benefit of the doubt, sometimes you don't have the choice. That may sound passive, that sometimes you don't have a choice, but, we don't. The truth is, I need to focus. I need to focus on me. Will that cause drama, maybe. But is was also a decision I was forced to make after my current break-up. I am glad I was forced to make the choice, in the end, it was the right one to make.

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